A Quote to Inspire

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

-Marianne Williamson




Friday, October 15, 2010

Never a Dull Moment Now Huh!

So, I went with my cousin Tala to a party. *Rolls eyes* All part of this "enjoying my teen years" thing my family is pushing on me.

So, I went to the party and ran into who else but Alison Mali. Now, this girl and I have never held a conversation ever and all of a sudden she was so into trying to find out where I got my blouse from. Or who didmy hair, and the funniest thing, did Denille come with me? That was the point of her asking all these questions mind you. I read every thought she had flowing from her little mind and I can say for a pretty girl her mind is so ugly. I try not to read other people’s minds because I leave their thoughts to them but it was just something about her that told me to read her while she yammered on. As she smiled and complimented me she was wondering what Denille saw in me that was so beautiful. She wanted to know how I got the Dior blouse that was not to hit the U.S. till Winter. Or the Jimmy Choo’s that she had tried to get but they had only made a limited number of. I had to tell my mom thanks for the clothes. She laughed and just nodded. Finally happy I was wearing the clothes she had purchased.


What got to me was when I opened my mind to Alison I caught everyone else’s thoughts too. Strangely I caught a voice that was not familiar. It spoke as if they just out of reach. Not sure of where they were because the place was so packed but I knew he was there. It’s the same vibe I get from my shadow. My vision strengthened, my hearing of actually voices heightened and my sense of smell caught every horrid perfume and cologne in the place. Not to mention some rancid BO from a few. All of these things become more intense when my shadow is close. But it won’t pull me to them. That’s what gets me mad, I can sense them but I can’t put my finger on who they are. There’s no scent at all.

Other than that I had a good time and went to The Grill afterwards where Denille and Ashton met us. They are such clowns. Ash running around the place with straws up his nose and Tala ducking so the others wouldn’t see her. But then he goes, puts money into the music match machine and starts to dance to Rick James “Super Freak”! LOL…And he was calling out Tala’s name saying she was a super freak! I laughed so hard I had tears and a stomach cramp. Picture a white boy dancing a singing off-key! It was hilarious even though Ash is not bad on the eyes he was cute and funny! Tala is crazy, she has some of her mother’s personality traits whether she admits them or not. And Aunt Isa is someone no one wants to be. Denille just laughed but he seemed a bit uneasy. I also saw how alert he was the entire time. Like he was waiting for something to happen.

Anduele is not sure of the shadow theory. She thinks it’s just me overdoing it but I’ve been doing the same things, just now I go out, nothing strenuous. I plan to look further into what I am now. There is something that Anduele is hiding I can feel it and she’s great at blocking her thoughts so reading her would never work.

Well , I have to go to the store for my mom. Tonight is family game night which means a large buffet and movies. I heard that Camille, Denille’s mom, will be coming over also. She should get out because she is so alone, friend-wise. But she and my mom have seem to become quite close. Good, from her thoughts I thought one time I would have to warn Denille somehow that his mom was going to breakdown.

Okay, my mom’s yelling now. LOL…gotta go, but I’ll be back alter on this week.

-Karah

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