A Quote to Inspire

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

-Marianne Williamson



Monday, January 4, 2010

First Morning of Classes: A Text from the Cellie

MSG 1:
Well goodmorning to you all, I am heading off to my Advance Chem class where I know that Denille will be behind me with that look in his eye. I have been picking up a lot of his thoughts lately. At first it was just curiousity and now it's just the fact I loved hearing him in my head. It's funny that our conversations are more intitmate in our heads than out loud. But there's a reason for that, I am simply not ready. We kissed, did I tell you that? Yeah, we kissed a while back and it...it was so real. LOL. Well of course it was real but with him the kiss sparked some kind of euphoric color show. I can’t really explain it, it’s like floating within a box of lightly colored Crayolas and then there’s this tingle all over my skin.

MSG 2:
Don’t laugh you guys, I’m new to this. It was my first kiss and even though I had to stop Denille from nearly killing a fellow ASSmate (because he is an ass) before we kissed, it was a moment that I’d never had before. A milestone in my life. What was more embarrassing was the fact that my mom, Anduele (grandmother), and the Aunts were all up and drinking. Grace even had Sophie up and she was giggling right along with them. They waited for me to return to ask me how my date went. Anduele is very strong adn she can pick up on emotions so I don't recommend you think intimately about anyone or anything if you don't want her to know. They've all figured out their ways to not be read by her but with me she has to ask permission. It's not so much out of courtesy but that she cant access my thoughts unless I give her access. I love that.

MSG 3:
Denille and I are connected. At that point we became more connected that any two people I know. Our minds are so link now that he can sense when I'm sad, happy, angry and other emotions. But I feel that there will be hurdles for us to jump in order to ever get to where we’re supposed to be. He’s been distant lately but still he visits. I think one of our hurdles is getting close and I have braced myself for it.

MSG 4:
Oh, there he is, bright smokey gray eyes, dimples and the most beautiful smile I've ever seen in my life. Gotta go, he's crooking his finger to me. And...yep...I gotta go.

-Karah

Oh, P.S. Nikki's interviewing me somtime this week even though I'm a bit mad with her but stay tuned to that!
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