So, Nikki has finally decided to bring me back to the forefront of her brain. Whoop-dee-do. About time some would say. Since she has I guess I am inclined to tell you about what has happened since my absence from you all.
*sighs* Well, let me start by saying I'm am fresh out of ideas as to who is following me. I shifted a few times to try and catch their scent but they've been smart enough to hide it and lead me down dead ends. There is something scary and then again not at the same time. I know they are out there and in time I'll find them.
I know that the shifting thing is such a big deal, and the fact that my grandmother was supposedly the first female to have this gift is an even more big of a deal but damn. Sorry, I try not to swear so much. Not since my mom caught me swearing out my anger a few weeks ago. But honestly if I could change this I would. If I could wish away this gift that I have I would. I'd hand it over to someone that truly would want to live with it. Denille says he understands, don't see how. It's not like he has to live with this. The only person I can talk to is Anduele and she is so proud of how far I've come that I hate to even think about how miserable I am around her. She takes in my emotions and most of the time they are not smile worthy.
But I can say I've had a reason to smile. Denille has helped me to come out of my shell and little. With help from Tala. She calls herself my "cosmetic council". I'm sorry that I'm not into MAC lipgloss and blush and eyeliner and whatever else she tries out on my face. Surprisingly Denille loves it, but then again he said he liked me even when I didn't wear the make-up and the clothes my mom purchased but I never wore. I feel pretty with him and I've never really felt pretty. I really shocked everyone when I wore my swinsuit to the beach. Our yearly family vacation included a few new faces this year and I wore a two piece. It was so funny. My grandfather tried his best to keep me covered. LOL
Oh, let me shar a few pics with you. We went to Saint Tropez and I actually had a blast this time!
I almost fell trying to get this pic! LOL...But I got it! My grandfather finally allowed me to walk alone and when I got the freedom I almost killed myself!
The water was beautiful but we had to go shopping. I snuck this one while my mom was looking through a window. *snickers*
We hit the beach everyday and since our area was private we had no unwanted guest. (But I did have the feeling that I was being watched)
This was the view from where we sat at dinner! Like it right? I loved it! It was a lovely place called Chateau Mormauh or something! LOL...I love it though. great Escargot (snails for you that dont know) they actually tasted like beef! Every one else gagged!
On our way back to the house I snagged a few more pics but I loved this one because I accidentally took it with the wrong lens on! *Anduele has a framed copy of this one!
I loved it! Camille, Denille's mom, enjoyed herself and she seemed to have laughed more than we did. I think all in all we had a great family vacation. Mom and Camille are already planning our next one. LOL...Our next stop? Tahiti! Can't wait.
Anyway, I'll be back soon to give you updates on what's what in this life of mine. Stay tuned cause hopefully I'll have bead on whoever it is following me.
Until next time, later.
Karah
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