A Quote to Inspire

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

-Marianne Williamson




Thursday, September 30, 2010

SOMEONE'S WATCHING

So, yesterday I attended a little function that was held by my Uncle Nathaniel. He is an art buyer and collector of all kinds of art. Anyway he held an "Under the Stars" event at our house. A large netted tent was put up and you could see through the light fabric. Luckily it didn't rain. It was lovely but I never care for snobs. There were so many rich people I was almost sick. I'm not big on flaunting my family's money. Neither are they. Well, my Aunt Isodora is, she's always trying to top someone doing something extravagant.
Tala made herself comfortable with some guy that was not Ashton, (smiles) I have no idea what there thing is.


The Dining Area after the viewing.


Denille had something to do so only Camille attended. She seemed to be coming out of her shell since Mr. Townsend left them, taking Denille's older brother Tristan with him. My mom and she were becoming great friends being as that they both were single.
Anyway, I decided to just walk around and view the art alone. After I viewed the last piece, which was a long lost DaVinci. His way of seeing things never ceased to amazed me. The tagged price for the painting was ten point five million. After I saw that on the program I took in a deep breath, laughed and walked away. Ten million? For a painting? I love paintings but seriously?


So, after I gathered my bearings from that I walked along the pool and took a seat on one of the lounge chairs. Once I shooed away a few guys that were just trust fund babies I laid back and closed my eyes. Suddenly, I was sure I heard someone call my name. I opened my eyes but no one was around. Looking out into the darkness I could have sworn someone was there. Watching me. It was the same feeling I have had before. It's getting more strange. And living in my family there should not be anything strange. The voice I heard was a low deep tone. Male and like nothing I've ever heard before. It was just my name that was spoken. Just, Karah. The thing that is scary to me is that I was not afraid. There was no fear in me. There was someone there and that didn't affect me. I felt the urge to shift but not due to fear but curiousity.

I have not told Anduele, all she'll do is worry. But I have decided to start secretly record a few days of activity. I have set up my two cameras with them pointing directly towards the woods past our backyard. The security servillence are great but I feel that I am dealing with something or someone that is aware of those cameras. I hope that they would just show themselves to me because I dont fear them I'm only like them...curious as to why I dont.

I will stay on this.

-Karah

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